Another reason why I wanted to find my Luna carly. Father is still the current Alpha King even though the pack reports to me. He can easily control me with his Alpha tone and I don’t like it.
“Why are you still here? I said go and bring me the rogue!!”. Dad growled at me. I growled back and went in the direction of my room, disobeying his orders.
I sincerely wanted my mate. I want to hold her and cherish her forever but the circumstances surrounding it is holding me back. It’s like the Moon goddess is having fun playing with my love life.
Why can’t I get a normal relationship with a normal mate? I want to be able to love my mate without holding back on anything or having suspicions about her but I get that is out of the book now.
As I lay on my bed. I mindlinked Nathan. “Where are you, Nathan”, I asked once I felt him lower his barrier to the mindlink.
“I left for the pack house. Alpha. Is there a problem”. he asked and I almost groaned with the order I was about to give him. Stupid mate bond.
“Get the rogue and take her to the pack house. Find a befitting job for her, either as a maid or something. I don’t know. Just take her out of the dungeon”. I reluctantly said.
I didn’t want her to get out of the dungeon alive if I had my way, but Daxon wants his mate and Mother and Father wants me to be with her too. I hate my life.
I’m going to go ahead with making Fay my Luna, she’s strong, beautiful enough, already understands what being a Luna entails and is not a motherf**king rogue.
“You’re not going to do that. Adrian! You won’t treat mate like she’s a slave, she’s our fated one we’re supposed to cherish and love forever and you’re not going to throw it out the window because of a stupid mistake you once made”, Daxon snarled in my head.
“I’m mating with Fay the next full moon and that’s it, Daxon. We’re the Alpha King, we need a powerful female beside us to rule our people, not some weak rogue wolf. At least she’s going to be alive, I’m not killing her like I originally planned, deal with your emotions, man”, I said to Daxon and cut off the mindlink.
I’m going ahead with my plan. In two months, I’ll be mated to Fay, the rogue wolf should be thankful I even kept her alive.
I got into bed and tried to get some sleep. hopefully I won’t have to deal with her again. I will reject her in the morning and everything will be over.
Lola’s POV
It’s been hours since our second chance mate stormed out of the dungeon, I think it’s already a day since we got to this land, and I just sat there thinking about how my life is in shambles. I could not even cry at how things turned out, I wasn’t expecting a mate, I just wanted to escape the life of humiliation and constant fear I had to live in Moonlit pack.
My stomach rumbled reminding me of the fact that I haven’t had anything to eat for about 2 days now, not even a drop of water to drink. On the good side, I don’t have any urge to relieve myself so it’s a win.
I laughed out loud making the guards at the door look back at me. Yeah, you people should look, my life is a melodrama. I can’t even shed tears, I can’t find it in me to cry, I just saw down with my back on the wall laughing maniacally.
Jasmine whimpered in pain in my head and I could not even bring myself to comfort her. This is all my fault, if only she’s not stuck with me. We’ve been rejected twice, twice, the Moon goddess must be really having fun with this.
“Are we really going to die like this? Are we really not worthy of love? Is this the kind of life we’ll always lead?”, Jasmine said lowly in my head. I almost did not hear her.
“I don’t know Jas, I thought we were going to have a better life. I thought we were going to have finally have freedom since we left. Moonlit pack but I guess we have to face another rejection from another mate”, I laughed humorlessly and hung my head.
“But he hasn’t rejected us, that has to be a good sign right”. I wanted to cry all over again after hearing her say that.
Jasmine doesn’t deserve any of this, we do not deserve any of this. All we wanted was to get away from the life we had in Moonlit pack. Your mate is supposed to love and cherish you, all we’ve ever gotten is rejection.
“I’m sorry Jasmine, but with our luck, it will only be a matter of time before he rejects us and probably kill us off. At least we won’t be in pain anymore”, I sighed and felt tears running down my cheeks. Just when I thought I was out of tears.
I heard footsteps coming towards my cell and did not even bother looking up to see who it was, it doesn’t smell like our mate though. I heard the cell doors unlocking and still remained unmoving, if I’m getting killed, they will at least come get me themselves from my position. Also, I’m still in chains so I really couldn’t move around so much even if I wanted to.
The man from earlier came closer and I stiffened, hoping to the moon goddess that he won’t molest me before killing me. I ran away from that. I don’t want to be disrespected the same way here.
“Get up”, the man calmly said and I stood up shakily and weakly. I could barely see what’s in front of me. The adrenaline must have worn off.
He came closer and unchained me. He nudged me towards the cell doors and I complied, I did not want get extra punishment for disobeying him, he looked like high ranking wolf and I did not want to get on his wrong side.
We moved down the dark passageway and my b*dy started trembling uncontrollably. Tears ran down my cheeks without my permission and I felt so miserable.
We left the dungeons and I had to close my eyes for a short while to be able to adjust to the sudden change. It dawned on me that I haven’t eaten in the last 2 days, my hair probably looks like itvwnet through heil, which it did in all honesty, the clothes I was wearing looked somewhat clean and for that I’m thankful.
I’m going to die wearing clean clothes at least, I laughed humorlemly in my head.
The man is ahead of me now with me trudging behind him. We walked towards a large building that I can only assume is the pack house. Yaaaay, we’re going to be killed in front of thousands of people “Jas, we tried our best escaping death but I guess it’s for the best yeah? On a good note, we get to see Mom and Dad now. We get to be happy and worry free forever”, I said to Jasmine in my head with false happiness.
I could not even feel the tears running down my checks at this point, my cheeks were numb, I was so tired and ready to give up any moment. Jasmine wasn’t replying me anymore, I guess she was tired too. I’m sorry, Jasmine.
We entered the pack house and every activity seemed to halt. People stared as I followed behind the man that brought me there, I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me at that moment. This is embarrassing.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.
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